I’m so disappointed in myself... I had a baby about 2 months ago. Me and my husband been active since 4 weeks postpartum. But I feel like I’m not enough for him because he only wants to have sex once or twice a week and wait for me to go to bed and go watches porn in the bathroom all the other days... I just feel like I tried wearing something sexy. I tried role playing a little, giving him some heads and whatever but it’s still not enough for him. I caught him last night in the bathroom watching porn doing whatever he needed. Cause I woke up to use the bathroom but he was in there already and I don’t think he realized that I noticed that I knew what he was doing... We would have sex maybe once or twice a week and he watches porn 3 or 4 times a week. So, obviously he that’s his preference. The first few weeks after I had my baby, he wanted some heads so I gave him some, a few minutes into it he pulled his phone right in front of my face and started watching porn so he can finish... That honestly hurts so much. And yes I did talk to him about it after he did it for the 3rd time. Anyways, that just my vent for the day because I don’t know what else to do and I’m just disgusted of myself...