A year ago today, I went for my ten week prenatal checkup and the doctor was unable to find the heartbeat. I know how common miscarriages are, but I was still in shock given we had heard a perfectly strong heartbeat a couple weeks before.

I’m now a couple days shy of 37 weeks and the fear is setting in that something could still go wrong. I don’t know if the baby is moving less or it’s all in my head. Just want this little one safe and in my arms. I can’t seem to shake this worry.