Please tell me someone else in this group has gotten pregnant again since January having their baby 🥺

I’m absolutely terrified. I literally just started my first semester back in college, I have a 7 month old son, were in debt up to our eyeballs and are barely making it because my boyfriend is paying SO much child support to his ex wife for his 5 year old son.

We barely even touch each other. I’m breastfeeding and birth control caused my supply to drop so badly that I got off of it, we always use a condom (literally we’ve had sex like SEVEN times total since our son was born in January) and we messed up ONCE. And here I am. 6-8 weeks pregnant I guess and I SWORE there was no way I was pregnant but I am 😭 I have been sobbing. I just got back to feeling good about myself and got back to fitting in all of my clothes and being skinny again and I am so upset.

My supply has been drying up and I just started medicine to help up my supply two weeks ago and it was working GREAT and now I’m going to have to stop which means im going to dry up completely and not make it to our year goal of breastfeeding. My sons sensitive to all different formulas and my heart is breaking that we will have to go back.

Please tell me I’m not alone 😢 I’m so sad and I’m so scared and I don’t want to do this again because our relationship has been so bad we’ve been talking about going our separate ways for months and fighting and he wasn’t there for me during my last pregnancy and he hasn’t been helpful as much as I had hoped with our son and I am so scared to have two under the age of two with him. Not to mention I’m still trying to figure out life with just one.

I don’t understand how this has happened. I wanted my son to be at LEAST a year old before we considered another baby IF we were even going to stay together. I wanted to be married before I got pregnant again but here I am... I hate this so much, my school is going to be put on hold all over again and my mom has already had to help us SO much financially with my son I don’t even want to tell them.

I don’t want to tell anybody I’m pregnant but I feel so alone I figured maybe this group could help me not feel so bad.. 😔 or at least help me get this all off my chest..