I guess never get your hopes up

So me and my fiancé were trying for a baby after he told me he wanted one and that we could, it’s been 7 months and now he tells me he’s not ready for a baby ... I just have no idea what to think as I tried to explain to him that he should have told me sooner rather than later as what would he have done if a test was positive in that time (I didn’t get any positives), I can honestly say that I felt like the last 7 months I had been thrown in a game and I had lost, I’m completely crushed as my hopes were up and we were trying, he made me believe he wanted to try and all this time while we were trying he wasn’t ready....