I feel horrible

I’m newly single and I feel horrible for myself on what I did.....

I got cheated on hella bad and I broke it off with him and it’s been a while but I’m now messing around with a guy I used to mess around with as well as another guy days apart from each other, I’m obv safe about it but this is the very first time I’ve hooked up with 2 men around the same (they don’t know of each other and don’t live in the same city) time and I feel like I should stop but all my friends say it’s okay to live a little

Before being mean and calling me a a lot and what not that won’t help out I just wanted to vent on how weird I feel about the situation and maybe some other women who aren’t my friends who don’t know me should give me some insight or advice on this if you all went through the same thing