i know I deserve better but...

I know I deserve someone who makes time for me and makes me feel special, but I don’t want anyone else but him. he is all I see and know and I don’t know how I could ever break away from him. I don’t feel prioritized. I don’t feel special. I want him to want me like I want him but it just doesn’t work that way. and I know I deserve better. but i stay because I just want him to change so badly. I love him. I need advice please :(