12DPO😣

I guess I can rule myself out. I posted a picture here of my 8dpo PT result which was a clear negative. Decided to do another test this morning 12dpo as i have cramps, sore breasts and I’m really exhausted the past couple of days but I just received a clear negative again.

Glow says af is due in 2 days and another app says af is due in 5 days. I don’t know which one to believe. I am soo sad and frustrated as I was hoping this could be the month we get our rainbow baby, we did everything we could, we BDd every other day and i am pretty sure I caught my ovu as I was tracking it with tests..😖