I hate my body

I actually hate my body to the point where sometimes I cry about it, I accuse my boyfriend of not being attracted to me.. when I know he is, I just actually hate my body and keep comparing myself to models and hating myself for not looking like what they look like.. can anyone tell me how to stop being so insecure and learn to love myself, I do have days where I think I’m attractive and I believe my boyfriend thinks I’m attractive, I have no reason to think he thinks I’m ugly, as he hasn’t done anything to make me feel ugly he’s never said I was unattractive only complimented me, and he always wants me sexually, I’ve never seen him pay attention to other girls like check anyone out, he always tells me he only wants me.. but I just always overthink and make myself upset and I just don’t know why I’m doing this.

I hate my boobs as I feel there “too small”

I believe my ass is flat and saggy.. i have no body shape or curves.. when I have days where I think I’m attractive I instantly just think oh my boyfriend thinks I’m ugly.

Why am I doing this I literally feel crazy. And I just want to be able to accept my body, plastic surgery isn’t an option for me I am against that so I can’t change my body that way..

I just wish I didn’t have to change my body to love myself.. I have even tried gaining weight to make my boobs and ass possibly getting bigger,

I always think like oh my bf wants bigger boobs or wants me to have a bigger ass. Or whatever, and there’s no reason for him to want that he’s never said anything about my body that he didn’t like? He’s always been there for me and he knows how insecure I am,

I just always always manage to hate my body.

I can’t believe him when he says he’s attracted to me.. please help I feel crazy.

I’m sorry if this make no sense at all, I didn’t even know what exactly to say i just wanted to talk and say I hate my body and I have no idea how to learn to love it.

And does anyone else feel this way about themselves?

- I’ve posted some photos of my body just to show everyone what I look like.