I have never felt like I've been unconditionally loved. Never as a child and not now by my husband.

I'm fat, got a big forehead, big ass nose and tree trunks for legs. I've also got a double chin and I'm short (5"2). Everyday I feel uglier and uglier and I know I want/need to exercise to lose weight but I just can't.

I'm constantly tired and angry and I just can't stop crying. I have never been good enough for anyone and will never be.