I'm 36 and I found out I was pregnant a few weeks ago thru a hot. I have unfortunately been pregnant more times than I would like to count. Got two beautiful boys out of it. I wanted another baby but was not expecting or trying for one. My ex husband and I have always had an on again off again relationship. So it doesnt really shock me I'm pregnant again. But he and I have had some unfortunate loss' over the last 10+ years. I am excited about being pregnant and am only trying to be positive. But I am also very nervous after all I have been through. I dont want my fear to take over but it keeps creeping in. I feel like I have no reason to be so terrified I know rach pregnancy is different. I also feel like I'm to old be doing this again. My children are 16 and 9 is it fair. Plus I am so lost with these symptoms and things.