So idk what to do y’all... I have this really toxic relationship, might be pregnant (AF late asf and he nuts in me all the time) it’s not abusive but just constant drama, family hate, constant “let’s break up” from him, him acting like my feelings don’t matter one minute and then the next him expressing his love for me, this used to do everything I ever wanted he was amazing although we went through many cheating stages we always conquered it but now it’s like the spark is gone, I feel like I have to force him to love me or remind him how much I put up with his shit, were still teenagers but idk what to do every time I get the courage to leave (I have the option to move out of state for a better life) I think of all our memories and how he would fight for me to be with him vs now and I just cry at how everything is conflicted 😪 SOMEONE HELP MEEE