To have a baby or not

Jess

So

In the past I’ve been screwed by so many men. I’ve been in long term relationships only to realize my ex’s only wanted sex and no long term Commitments or children. After I’ve been manipulated so many times by men, I am now here. 35 and childless. I always wanted to have children but never happened.

Now That I am 35 and my time

Is running out, I decided to have a baby alone. I figured if I waited any longer it may never happen. I’ve always wanted to find a good husband/ father for my children but it seems harder than anything.

I know having a child alone is very hard, plus I have little to no support. I’m just wondering if anyone would recommend having a baby alone.

I know some say being a mom is the best feeling in the world, and how rewarding it is. I just feel like a baby should have a father, and that co parenting would be much easier.

Should I keep waiting or just have a baby alone?

Any advice?