No Sex

Today marks a year since I’ve had sex and I’m 50/50 about it. One min I’m ok but then I just have moments where it’s like an intense need but I have a STD and that’s what stops me I’m turning 21 in a couple months and I’m not all that into one night stands. My STD scares pple away and I feel like I won’t ever have sex again essentially because I’m lookin for more than just sex and everyone who doesn’t know just keeps telling me live my life I’m so young but I feel like that’s something that’s keeping me from living my life because I’m not getting any action but I don’t wanna just give it up to anyone because I want something more but I feel like I don’t have a choice because I feel like it’s the responsible thing to do to tell my partners my status with my STD.🙄