Having another c- section at 330lbs. Help!!!πŸ˜”πŸ˜±πŸ˜­πŸ˜°

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Im having another c-section this time I'm a 100lbs heavier. I had the worst experience with my son's c-section. I'm now terrify of my daughter's coming up. I use to be 200lbs I was 225 at my last c-section. I gain a lot of weight after my son with being at home and being in a bad relationship I gain 150lbs. I got out of that relationship and found my perfect man and now married and happy. I did lose almost all the weight in the last few years I was 350lbs and went all the way down to 235lbs. But before I got pregnant I gain 65lbs this winter and I also started a new job were fast food was easy to eat for lunch. So when i got pregnant I was 300lbs. We tried for a year and half to get pregnant I never thought it would happen we got married Feb 14th I found out I was pregnant on the 16th. I was so sick all the time I couldn't ride in the car for more then 5mins and my period was gone took a test and by my surprise positive. So now I'm 34weeks pregnant with my beautiful baby girl Royal and I have to have another c-section. My doctor said my weight is great I've only gained 25lbs so far and have been gaining perfectly this whole time exactly what I should be. I am high risk but it's because I was over weight from the start. I'm scared because my belly does go over my scare from the last one. My belly hangs a little I wear a belly band to help hold my belly up because it goes pretty low it's embarrassing how low it is. I hate it I lost weight everywhere but there it always hangs so low no matter what size I am ever since my first c-section. My obgyn said I have a lot of scar tissue and I will always have a problem with it now he's going to cut me open again and make even more scar tissue. I don't care about how my stomach looks I can always fix it later lol Tummy tuck πŸ˜†. I just want to have a healthy recovery and not have the problems I had with the last one. The last one was emergency c-section which I've been told is a lot harder then I scheduled c-section. Hopefully that's true. It wasn't the c-section it was the recovery and I pulled my back and neck when they told me to get on the surgical table. They gave me this medicine right before I moved and I guess it kicked in very quickly and when I went to go lifted my self up I pulled it from my left ear to my butt it hurt so bad and the whole c-section I was in pain it felt like I was upside down. Before the c-section I almost died twice. That's why they gave me the emergency c-section. It was the worst experience of my life my son was completely worth it. That's why I'm doing it again lol. But this time I'm way bigger. That really concerns me. how is it supposed to stay dry? If my stomach is in the way. Has anyone had a c-section this big before? and how did it go? and what did you do to help yourself heal? Is there something I can get to help my recovery? Any information I would be helpful thanks congratulations to all the mommy's and daddy's!!!!! Keep trying to the ladies ttc it will happen just stop thinking about it. It worked for me. I was so busy I forgot we were trying and now I'm 34weeks. I'm proof that miracles happen. Sorry it's so long.πŸ˜‡πŸ˜‡πŸ˜‡πŸ’œπŸ’œπŸ’œπŸ‘£πŸ‘£πŸ‘£