Abnormal NSTs ?

Samantha

I go twice a week for NSTs at the hospital. I’ve been going since I was 31 weeks and I’m now 35. I swear every time I go, baby doesn’t have good accelerations or they’re not close enough and I almost had to get an ultrasound once until he starting moving around. What are supposed to be 20 minute appointments, usually last an hour to an hour and a half just trying to get him to perk up every single time. Also, my blood pressure was high in the beginning of my pregnancy, usually running in the 140s/85-90 and that’s the reason they’re doing the NSTs in the first place, but for the past few months my bp has been normal and today it was back high again and they just brush it off.. idk, am I just going crazy ? Is everything really okay with my baby ? I did the same thing with my daughter and was induced at 37weeks but they don’t want to do that this time.. I’m so worried and feel like I’m just being pushed off like I don’t have anything to worry about ☹️☹️