I need help. Tmi. Hemroids

Samantha • Boy Mom, from Son up to Sun down 💚

I have this hemroid that wont go away. The dotor banded it and it has shrank. At this point its just annoying and ITCHES soooooo bad. I itched it a few time and it helps but only during than just pisses it off.

Ive used:

Talcum powder

Raw honey

A ointment that starts with a c (for butt rashes etc) thats prescribed by doctors and ive been using nupercainal oitment that has some dibucane (3% over the counter highest percentage).

I also use topical lidocaine at night to easy the itch and discomfort enough to fall asleep. The damn ich wakes me up. I just want it to go away.

The worst part its closest to my vagina so I think sex may be irritating it😳🙄

How do I get this thing to go away! Its small but its bad! I can't focus in anything but how much my asshole itches. What a life 😔