Idk if I should find out the gender or not🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️ read circumstance below 🤗

SO I was dead set on not finding out the gender of this baby, because personally I don’t care either way.

We are doing a home birth and I thought not finding out the gender would be so fun, and just something else to cling onto during labor.

My husband is always saying he doesn’t care either way, but all of a sudden he is like I want to know what the gender is. He is gearing up for a deployment and won’t be back until the birth so that might be something to do with it.

THEN we go to the 11 week Ultrasound and I told the lady I didn’t want to know anything and she then told me she thinks it’s a boy because the nub theory.

So now idk what to do. Should I find out?! Or should I keep waiting?! Ugh idk lol