I have been so insecure this whole pregnancy. I was 350 and dropped to 225 in about 2 years. When we found out we were pregnant I was about 280. I had gained so much weight after getting married!

People have told me I don't look pregnant. Other women on my social media are not as far along as me and they look so pregnant and they have adorable baby bumps. I just look fatter. I have a B belly and an apron belly. I don't feel pretty. I don't feel healthy. I am depressed how far I've let myself go. Again. I'm basically back to where I started.

Do I really not look pregnant? I just want to hide under my covers and cry.

This is today.

This was almost a month ago now.

I just want this to be over so I can take extreme measures in losing the weight again. 😞