How are you fellow High Risk mamas hanging in there?

I don't want to get really into the details of all the reasons my pregnancy is high risk it would be way too long of a post.

I am just having a really difficult time dealing with all of the extra tests as well as meeting with specialists and the extra ultrasounds. The ultrasounds are the worst every time I've had an ultrasound there has been another anomaly that is abnormal, and in the specialists words "could be something, but also is possibly nothing" that we have to "keep an eye on" with even more tests and or ultrasounds.

I just feel like my pregnancy at this point isn't even my own and it just feels like a giant farce of a science experiment.

The stress is really getting to me, and I just feel like curling up into a ball and sleeping some days (which is no fair to my toddler).

How are you other high risk mamas coping and dealing with anxiety? I just want this pregnancy to be done and have a healthy baby in my arms....