This is driving me nuts, I’m at 11dpo and once again a BFN (-). I’m not sure I can do this anymore... I’m trying to keep my life together, starting with my toxic marriage, my husband is a “SERIAL CHEATER”.....!!!!!!!!! From being a proud mom of 4 beautiful daughters in college, as there all in the right track, while I’m in bed with the worst person in the world for me... I quit my Supervisor position at a Corp medical clinic... I couldn’t function due to thinking 1,000 times on my husband daily sneaky routine... text/talking/fu*ng/ treating them girls better then me all while were here month to month trying for yet another. His drinking prob. (Which isn’t daily, but when he drinks he fails to care about what he has at home) he stays out, doesn’t come home, I’m home laying in bed thinking why the hell do I put myself through all this Shit..! I just can’t seam to “GET OUT”.... I’m the Good wife while he’s out with a NO GOOD HOE...! I’ve caught him so many times...! And talked/ argued with those girls and I’M STILL HERE...😪 I’m about to enroll into the nursing program and he can’t be my down fall... I need my head and mind clear of all his sickness...🤯 he loves to fuk around and come home like nothing EVER HAPPENED... “Oh He Loves Me” imagine that ladies,

I’m the person he so call “Loves” but he just can’t understand why he continues to do me wrong... there’s way more...I’m just so exhausted already. 😔