Venting

Today I lost it for the first time. I was getting my little girl an outfit so we could go out. And I tripped on one of her toys and I told my husband I tripped and he said yeah well look at her messy room. I started crying and told him I try so hard to have the house clean and take care of her and pump and I locked myself in the bathroom crying. Maybe I’m exaggerating but as I mom I feel that we get the short stick. We are left to deal with everything baby related, House related and trying to self care. Don’t get me wrong my husband does help but something it feels like he does the bare minimum and I can’t don’t that or our house will be falling apart if I did. 😪 time to wipes these tears and hold my child. I can hear her crying.