Fucken Apple 🤦🏻‍♀️

Alright maybe I am just a little bit crazy ... but I guess I have a good reason maybe , but my bf upgraded his phone to the new iPhone and you need a Face ID to get in now and you need it to look at your messages otherwise they don’t show up on your screen it only says “notification” if you have one you know what I’m talking about then. Anyways I usually get a gut feeling when something is wrong an majority of the time I’ve been right. An I’ve been having that gut feeling again but I can’t see his phone. I don’t wanna hear the usual “ if you can’t trust him why are you with him” Or you shouldn’t even look through someone’s phone etc etc .. yea yea I know I get that but he didn’t cheat he never has cheated its something else that I can’t speak about but regardless it’s being sneaky anyways if he can’t tell me then why is he doing it ya kno. But this time is different even tho I never caught him cheating I always have a bad feeling he is doing something he shouldn’t An that whole confronting him about it will not help because he can just deny it. I understand privacy an everything it’s just I’ve seen this behavior multiple times in my past an that’s how I know to trust my gut when it’s telling me something I’ve been cheated on an lied to so many times by the person before an my bf now have been together a long time an now have a family together an rarely these feelings come back up I feel like if I do find something it’s gonna destroy me because I really am happy with him we are happy together an I wouldn’t understand why he would do something like that. But I’m hoping my insecurities are only getting the better of me an he isn’t doing anything.