I don’t know what with this pregnancy. But we’re holding on ! I’m surprised I haven’t gone into early labour with everything I’ve been through in the past five weeks now . My uncle that I was closest to passed away at a young age of 49 due to a severe heart attack out of know where . Now my grandpa who’s been fighting cancer since I was pregnant with my first , has finally passed away last night and I was able to go see him before he did so . Just too much death in a short time .

I’m sad for my daughter because she adored my grandpa . They were best friends and she’s only two and every time we will go out there now she will ask where ‘gapa’ is . I have no where to vent to so I came here . I have two weeks left before mat leave , then I’ll be going to help out my grandma again before I have this baby .

Hope everyone enjoys their Friday !