I’ll preface this with my current relationship status.

My SO and I have been together, for well over a year now. We’re engaged and are planning to get married May 2020. Before that, we had been friends for about 2 years. There have been no signs of cheating or unfaithfulness.

Before my current relationship, I had never had one last more than 6 months and every single one of them ended with me being cheated on. No matter what I did or how much I changed, it always happened.

I’ve always feared, that I would be cheated on, no matter what. So, when we finally passed a year, I started thinking it was going too well and I’ve been struggling with the fear of it happening again. It’s started to create problems, because he now thinks that all I see him as is a cheater, when he has never done anything close to it.

What are some ways that I can let go of my past?? I love this man with all my heart, and he the same. I don’t want my past fears to ruin what we have.. please help!