Anyone else thinking "I am NOT ready for this"

You Can Call Me NightHawk.

I love seeing everyones birthing stories / raw pictures / relief photos etc

But everytime I do the thought of labour comes into my head / having and holding a baby and the only thing that chimes back is "I am NOT ready for this"

My entire life I've spent 3 hours in hospital for food poisoning when I was around 13? Aside from that I've never the need 😂 ooooooooh what am I doing 🤦‍♀️ no going back now lol 🤷‍♀️