heartbroken 😥💔

So Friday I went to my Obgyn to discuss the results of the tests she had ordered after failing to conceive for 2 years. She said I have a bicornuate uterus. (Which is basically a heart shaped uterus) instead of the normal pear shaped uterus and also diagnosed me with PCOS with irregularly frequent periods (only a 15 day cycle with anovulation). She also diagnosed me with infertility and told me there is a slim to none chance of me conceiving on my own and that she couldn’t do anything more for me. She then referred me out to a reproductive endocrinologist but my insurance doesn’t cover the visit or the testing for infertility so they said before I can make an appointment I need the money for it up front... (I can’t afford it)... now I feel like I’m defeated and stuck.... I cried for 2 days straight and I feel broken... I’m sorry for the long post... I really needed to vent... but this is my last pregnancy test before I start BC to to keep my cycles regular. She said that’s all she could do for me... 😥💔💔