So I posted yesterday about being a month sober

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And I got amazing support for it! Some of you ladies are amazing. Anyways, I’m struggling. Here I am thinking I look good now since I’ve gained weight back(I was down to 87 pounds) now I’m over 100, which yes doesn’t sound like much to most people but I’m a little girl. I have always been little and now I look at this picture and I’m like ew gross... and I still made it my profile picture 😂 I just keep trying to remind myself being off the drugs is better than the body... before and after, then the pic that makes me feel awful 🤦🏻‍♀️

One month ago and a few days ago

Yesterday with my uncle 😂

Oh and let me point out I am TERRIFIED of motorcycles! Like deathly afraid, this was my first time ever on one lol