why..

Why do some people have great lives and other people have shitty lives without even trying? My cousin and i are the same age. She’s grandparents favorite, she’s beautiful, good at makeup, talented at literally anything you can think of, smart, has a boyfriend that genuinely loves and cares about her, she’s super nice, she has undivorced parents, gets everything she wants, born into money, etc. Then there’s me. The opposite. I don’t understand why she lives this great life and i get this. My family is poor, i don’t even have my parents. My mom can’t afford me and my dad is a meth head so i live with my grandma and she can be really mean to me, i have to work for a $400 paycheck every month, my now ex boyfriend broke my heart a thousand times and hurt me so much, i’m talented at nothing, i have barley any friends and they don’t even like me.. I just don’t get it. I know i don’t have it terrible, and there are kids that have it way worse than me, but I just don’t get why she doesn’t even have to work for any of the things she has, and she has everything. It’s just handed to her by the parents she has.