Sad day

I really thought that this was going to be my month. We had sex every day during my fw. I had more ewcm than I think I ever have before. I just felt like this was the month. This is only cycle 4 of us really trying but still. I was feeling pretty bloated yesterday and my nose has been more sensitive the last few days. I tested yesterday and it was negative, but I just figured it was too soon. AF wasn't due until Tuesday. Normally I have a little bit of brown or pink spotting for 3 or 4 days before AF actually comes. Another person who works at my job is 8 months along so my coworker was talking about her baby shower today as we were looking at the ad for the target baby sale. I was hoping that I would get my bfp so that maybe I could get some stuff at the sale. Imagine my surprise when I go to the bathroom and wipe and there is BRIGHT red blood on the tissue. We are putting ttc on pause for a year so DH can finish the class for his certification and we can just save up money and I can go back to school. We plan on relocating next August so we are going to resume it then.