Hi all! I’m on day 10 of my first <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> journey, hoping for egg retrieval on Monday! I’m just really hoping this all works for us 😔

I’m just after some perspective from others going through what I am. I just found out my brothers girlfriend is pregnant. She’s 18 and they weren’t even trying, she’s still smoking and drinking and there acting like this is the best thing ever. I know all baby’s are a miracle but I’m just so angry. I’m so annoyed. I don’t know how to feel, but I know I’ve cried about 5 times today and close to another. I just really want this, and for it to happen to them who are really not ready just feels like a punch in the face. I just don’t know if I can keep doing this, if all this doesn’t work I don’t think I can do it again. And then what? I just never get to be a mother. Sorry for the rant, any advice on how to cope would be amazing ❤️❤️