Begging for sex

So me and my bf been together for almost a year now and the sex was great starting out but now I'm basically begging for it..I told him I feel like he's not attracted to me anymore cause he never touches me and when we do have sex hes never the one that starts it..it's always me and most of the time I feel like he did it to keep me from feeling bad but now he won't even get hard for me even when I'm doing oral and it's hurts so bad cause I'm already insecure about my looks and this doesn't make it any better. He said it's because he's not a big fan of sex and that his mind be in other places but I feel like he's lying...I love him but sometimes I feel like maybe we should break up cause what's a relationship without a healthy sex life 😔😔