So my boyfriend and I have been TTC for 8 months now. Our sex life has always been really good. But the last couple months, I haven’t been really enjoying it. It’s like there’s to much pressure on me and every month I always say “this is my month! I can feel it!” And every time AF comes, it breaks me a little bit more inside. I’ve been trying to bring back to spark and make things.. interesting again. But I just couldn’t get over the feeling of being defeated every time I got a negative. This month we’ve had a lot going on. He bought a new truck, our house almost burned down because of the hot water tank🤦🏼‍♀️ so we had to purchase and install a new one. We’re trying to get all the fire wood done for the winter. It’s been crazy hectic. The other night, we were out for an drive so he could look for deer. I saw this as a perfect opportunity to spice things up a bit 😏 we went down an old dirt road that no one ever goes down and we “broke in the new truck” man oh man. The spark was back and I’m full force. We decided to do it again right when we got home. And then last night, he picked me up and put me on the counter. I don’t know what changed but man it feels good to be back to how we were. I was so caught up in getting that BFP that when it didn’t happen, it broke me a little more each time. To the point I didn’t even really want him to touch me. Now that I’ve relaxed a bit from that, things are better than ever!