6 weeks pregnant

Hey ladies.

I could really use some support, I know this is on anon but if I feel comfortable hopefully it would be okay to message someone.

So, I’m 20, in a relationship and found out yesterday that I am currently 6 weeks pregnant. My partner of 8 months, who I love dearly, is insisting on an abortion however, as I lost a pregnancy at a young age and it resulted in an untreated infection which further led to a drastic drop in my fertility. I shouldn’t have even been able to get pregnant let alone get pregnant on the pill! Therefore, I want to keep my baby.

My little jellybean is healthy and has a strong little heartbeat. Hearing those words and seeing my baby’s heartbeat was the best feeling in the world.

This is terrifying and I’m no where near ready to be a mum but who is? I’ve made my mind up but I do not want to lose my partner.

Any advice? And is there any general pregnancy advice I should know?