So, I’ve acknowledged my sexuality when I was a teenager. But I’ve never explore it the way I wanted to. Now, as an adult, my attraction as been more aimed towards women. I still am very much attracted to men. It’s just due to my lack of experience, my mind drifts into curiosity and fantasy. I feel like I can’t even hold it back anymore lol. I want to explore that side but Idk how to go about it. I don’t want it to be just anyone.. but I don’t want to plan/schedule a sexual encounter lol... I’m awkward.