Am I out for the month?

Milly • Mama of two, Alice born Oct 2017, Bear born Sept 2020.

So going on almost a year of TTC and we have an almost two year old as well...

This month I tried really hard to relax and not stress about ovulation days and whatnot - surprisingly we still had sex on all the right days anyway!

Then I tested around 8-9dpo and got a negative... But I had some sharp pains on the next day. It was soooo deep in my pelvis and on the left hand side too. It would even stop me mid-conversation so seriously hurt!

BUT

My period is late! Two days!

I did a clear blue digital yesterday and got a negative. It's breaking my heart seeing all these bfn!

I'm cramping a lot today and still no period, but definitely an increase in CM - it's like milky? Idk. I had a shower and cleaned down there but as soon as I got out and patted myself dry, a significant amount came out onto the towel! TMI, sorry!!!

ANYWAY

If it possible for me to be pregnant?? I'm so confused with all this stuff.

Here's my calendar if that helps