Dreams ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜”

Breana โ€ข Had my rainbow on 12.4.19 ๐Ÿ’•๐ŸŒˆ Miscarried 12.14.18 ๐Ÿ‘ผ๐Ÿผ

Soooo I had a dream last night about my little girl. I delivered her in a bedroom by myself, (not sure where the doctors or hospital was) and I just remember seeing her and her face was so vivid, usually dreams donโ€™t allow you to see faces but this one... this one had me speechless when I woke up. She looked like an angel, and me and her daddy have been trying to figure out if she will have blue or green eyes, but in the dream she had one of each with this amazing detail! I just cried and held her and said how beautiful she was.

Then ofcourse it couldnโ€™t be an all good dream (thanks pregnancy) and I left her for hours alone while I went to school and I just felt so guilty because I literally gave birth a few hours prior and she didnโ€™t get all the love she needed coming out!

Such a good and weird dream until the guilt kicked in!