Y’all.... this wait is making me anxious. I swear I should already be able to test by now (but I’m only 3 DPO) 😂😭. I’m losing my dang mind.

This is my first cycle TTC baby #2, so I’m getting all the nerves of starting to TTC all over again. Can’t stop thinking about the what if’s. Trying to prepare myself for disappointment. Hoping I don’t have to be disappointed. Knowing I will probably be disappointed at least a handful of times. Fearing another chemical pregnancy. Fearing secondary infertility. ALL OF THE THINGS.

I have zero patience at the moment because I haven’t worked in 5 days (work is my de-stressor for the most part). I’m also impatiently waiting for my vacation back home to see my family that so happens to fall on the same time my period is due.

I am turning into a super crazy lady! SOMEONE HELP ME 😂😭😂😭😂😭