I can't say I love my husband anymore. Or maybe it's not that I don't love him, I just can't be with him anymore.

Over the last few months it's become more and more apparent he's just not who I can spend the rest of my life with.

I don't know if he's changed, or I have, or if maybe I've just been blind to who we are together but I can't do it. His tone towards me has changed, the dynamic of us has changed, and the person I've become has changed. For worse.

I didn't want to even think things like this before, because we've only been married 2 years, because we're young, or because that my mother, was in fact, right, even though she threw that huge expense wedding anyway. But it's not something I can ignore forever. The only difference now is I have two babies to watch over and to figure out how to co-parent. They're young too, maybe I can fix this before they figure it out. One way or another.