For the past 5 years everything is my life has just gone down hill. From schooling, to friendships, relationships, and just overall life. My life is going no where, I'm just stuck in place doing the same thing over and over for the past year and a half. Even when I was in school I was doing the same thing for years. I feel broken, useless. I'm lost. I don't know what I'm doing or what I'm supposed to do. I can't keep living like this, but nothing ever changes. I've tried to change things and make things better, but I'm just cursed to have a life as a piece of shit.