So here's the deal. We generally don't masturbate in our marriage. We both have but as a rule we don't. We want to fill each other's needs. But... I am feeling like my sexual needs are not being met and I am horny and frustrated all the time.

The other night he had a hard day so I walked up to him, naked and holding a bottle of Massage oil and said "where do you want it?" His eyes lit up and he quickly stripped and said "let's go to bed

So I gave him this long massage and finished him off of course and he had a super strong orgasm. Like toes curled..

I blew out the candles and he said "do you want one?" But I said "that ones for you" I was feeling so giving and selfless. I thought, he shouldn't always have to give me one. I want him to just enjoy the relaxation and go right to sleep. But it took me hours to fall asleep. I deal with insomnia regularly but it's not usually that bad.

I thought, if I had had an orgasm I would be sleeping by now. I was so jealous of his pleasure induced sleep.

Last night he was playing a game on his phone when we were in bed and it was getting pretty late but I thought, maybe tonight? I asked him for one and he said "do you know what time it is?" It was 11:30.

I'm just frustrated.

Seriously? I give him the most incredible night. And he couldn't even give me a hand. Pun intended! I'm just so annoyed by everything. And horny. And annoyed. Did I mention that?

I need some powerful sex. Right now.

PS We may need to visit the no masturbation rule in our marriage.