Please pray for me.

According to my dr. I am 37 weeks pregnant but the baby measures about 39. I've measured ahead the entire pregnancy but she wouldn't change my due date. I had a feeling she was gonna try to push a c-section on me. It was confirmed by a nurse who worked with her in labor and delivery the she favors c-sections because she doesn't like to wait for a baby to be born. Please pray that my baby comes on his own vaginally.

I'm also overwhelmed because of my boyfriend who is my child's father. I've been telling him the entire pregnancy to please get a better job. He refuses to get a job that would utilize his college degree. He will not work any job that could really help us financially. He always has excuses but I know deep down it's because he doesn't want to stop smoking weed. I'm upset because I'm having a hard time working due to my pregnancy and my job being physically demanding. On top of that my hours are not consistent because of low work volume so they have been sending us home early.

I used to work overtime to support us when he was a college student. I'm going to take a 12 week maternity leave and only half of it is paid at 50% of my normal pay. I'm already behind on bills and he's not even wanting to work a litttle extra his job to take stress off.

Please pray for me I'm so stressed out and worried. I just want my child to be here with me and to not have to worry about my boyfriend being a bum.