I love my best friend and sometimes I find myself falling in love with him, but my unconditional love for him never changes. I’ve known him forever and he’s one of the best men I’ve ever had the privilege of knowing. He’s generous, kind, empathetic, sweet, has the upmost integrity, he’s mature for his age, hard working, brilliant, protective of me, I just know he’ll make an amazing father and a wonderful husband one day. He’s just down right beautiful inside and out. We share the same values and beliefs. We’re of the same faith. I love him irrevocably and unconditionally, unlike anything or for anyone else in my life before. It’s unadulterated and pure.

Believe me, I know we’re just friends. And I know that our outings and everything are just as friends. I’m not sure if he’ll ever like me as more than a friend.

Anyway, we hadn’t seen each other in quite some time; he asked if we could hang out the other day, and he took me out for lunch and we caught up. He also suggested that we do a fun activity just the two of us, and wants to take me out and do activities more in the near future!

During our talk, I’d seen that some things had changed in him and also between us (positively). I can’t explain it, but it was just different.

SIDE NOTE: A few months ago, I made an objective list of what I want in a future husband (unrelated).

>>FAST FORWARD >>

A few days after our outing, I felt compelled to open up and read my list, only to realize that he matched every characteristic of compatibility on my list. LITERALLY. EVERY. SINGLE. ONE. So....what do I do now? 😅😅😅😨😨😨