Im scared

Nyesha's • Pcos 3yrs of trying Mother of 1 to my loving son🚴 with another lil one on the way🤰❤️❤️Nurse life👩🏾‍⚕️ Follow my YouTube @Nyesha's Journey

I'm so scared to have this baby omg it's been 9yrs since I had my 1st and scared shitless lol I'm afraid of ripping I want to go all natural but at this point as the last 4 weeks get near I'm like fuck it I need that epidural injection I can't wait to be able to laid on my stomach 😭