Not sure where I’m going with this, but... I’m about to start my second FET cycle, from my second egg retrieval. I don’t feel like I’m getting much positive support from my mom. She’s very present I’m my life and knows what I’ve been through over the past two years, but I really don’t think she does know. I believe she’s always thought of me as fragile—depressed, obsessed, maybe manic (maybe that’s me saying that). I’ve had my growing pains but I’m grown up... Anyway, my sister has had two maybe three miscarriages. She’s afraid for me going into this because she’s afraid I’m going to be disappointed with a miscarriage and somehow it’s going to be more than I can deal with. But let me just say this. I have been through 9 failed IUIs, 2 hysteroscopy‘s to remove polyps, one failed

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, and a lot more money than I can afford to lose. Do you think I can’t handle another failure? Do you know that I’m willing to keep taking these risks and know that it may not work? My sister has two beautiful girls (after her losses) that are my heart. Why should I give up? I’m still here in one piece. I’m not fragile. I’ve not had a miscarriage but I’ve had plenty of loss. Give me some credit please.