I am so concerned with the idea of starting my period tomorrow or just my HPT coming up negative. I did this to myself, I'm the one who went in for that surgery that I am starting to think God warned me against. Cycle day 31 is tomorrow, still no sign of dear old AF. Other than every symptom other than the Flow. Tripping me out ladies. God has allowed this to happen me a few times, a 30 day cycle only to lead to a great letdown, thinking maybe He has really willed it into my life by His grace to give me one more chance as a Christian to do it right from the conception. I am filled with hope and so much doubt it hurts. I've accepted I won't have more children, and I am fine with that, but darn it, this heart of mine when my uterus pulls on its strings....