So when I had my daughter I felt like I had post partum depression. I never wanted to really hold my daughter and when she cried i cried with her. I had trouble bonding with her. I put it off because I was embarrassed. But I coped with it. Almost 2 years later I feel like I still have post partum depression maybe it’s not post partum but depression. It’s gotten worse and I don’t know what to do or where to go to get help. But I’m Finns my admitting I need help.