Worst anniversary ever

Mui

I hate how my boyfriend of 5 years goes and decided to go drinking with his buddy instead of hanging out with me on our anniversary. He told me he wanted to make it up for last year cause we couldn’t do anything for our anniversary cause we were jobless and just had a baby so I understood that and was fine with it. But last week he told me he wanted to make up for it and what does he do? go missing on me for 4 hours on me in the afternoon after picking up our daughter meds in pharmacy and then after that I thought we were gna chill and watch a movie together but instead he goes out to vape which I was fine cause he be gone for 30 mins but nope that was not the case... he decided to go drinking with his buddy while I was waiting for him after I put our daughter to sleep and now it’s been 3 hours and I’m still waiting for him to come home but instead I’m crying here because of my dammn hormone. I hate how I’m pregnant and the hormones is kicking in hard. Wasted all day waiting for someone who lied about making it up. He could have easily skip one weekend from drinking but he didn’t and it makes me really sad... it’s 1:30am and our anniversary ended more than an hour ago... I really hate this day soo much...