I haven't said it until now...

I have an anxiety disorder. I've never talked to anyone about this. I really don't know what to do. I have two beautiful babies that I want to provide for. I work hard every day and come home to an unappreciative "partner" who gives me hell over most things. I'm fairly certain he is the reason for much of my anxiety. I reallly really like peace, and he's a very headstrong, stubborn person. He doesn't respect the fact that I have a hard time with confict. So I shut down and usually end up having a horrible time whatever we do.

How do I go about talking to someone. I work a lot and the other time I'm home with the kids getting ready for the next day. Do counselors allow you to bring your children ? I need to talk to someone. I've had quite a few times this year where I just want to give up and it happens more and more often. I've never talked to anyone about this and I don't want to talk to friends or family. I'm so appalled and disappointed with myself.