I don’t know where to start. I have so much story I want to tell, but does it even matter? Cut straight to the facts. I’m 31 years old. 5’5”, 115lbs, a healthy naturally fit American woman. I had a baby when I was 23, she’s almost 9 now, and I’m trying desperately to have another. I’m afraid I waited too long, or something terrible happened inside my body that I don’t know about because the outside I look healthy, but this is month 6 of no pregnancy. I thought it would be so easy, and it’s not happening. I’ve taken fertility vitamins, Maca pills, we have sex every night and I pray everyday for another beautiful blessing. What is wrong with me ? I’m watching all my friends have baby number 2,3,4 and it just won’t happen for me. And I’m so sad. I can’t tell him how sad I am, he’s not convinced we should ‘start over’, so with him I play up the ‘oh well if it happens it happens’ attitude but inside I’m dying to have another . Maybe 2 more. I’m starting to resent all the pregnancy posts I see my friends posting, all the gender revels make me angry. I don’t want to be this negative person but I’m loosing my faith, fast and I feel so alone. I’m sorry to vent. Any advice would help.

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