Leaving Fiancé a month before wedding

While this is supposed to be the greatest time of my life, it was been one of the most emotional and upsetting times. From brides maids/MOH dropping out to my own mother finding out she is pregnant, I am mixed with emotions.

But what I can’t get over is the other day a family member asked if we were going to start a family right away, but what no one knows is we have been TTC for 3 years now. Only tubal almost 6 years ago (lost everything on the left) and a miscarriage 3 years ago and even stopped periods.

That question is simple yet killing me. I’m honestly thinking my fiancé can do so much better than me. I know he loves me and I love him. But I can see the sparkle in his eyes when he talks about being a father, how when he holds a baby he lights up, and to know I won’t be able to give him one kills me. I want to leave our relationship 😓

P.S. I’m 24 years old, 214 pounds. I have endometriosis and PCOS. 💔